Painkiller

Painkiller - Janne Parviainen

The ever gnarling pain is driving me batty. I can hardly use my right arm, I keep fumbling and dropping things and I can't sleep because of the pain. Desperate, I called my doctor hoping for some sort of solution to the problem. I told him about the intense pain and how the painkillers I take don't work. His grand solution? Take 4 more paracetamol per day. WTF? Diclofenac and tramadol doesn't help but paracetamol will? How can anyone come to such an idiot conclusion? Now I wonder if the doctor is truly a doctor or a quack. Seriously, WTF!? At the very least I expected to have my shoulder examined to determine why I'm in pain. I also thought that being sent to a doctor who specializes in pain matter would be a great idea. And, I get .... paracetamol. I just can't believe it.

BTW, the light-art or Light Paintings created by Janne Parvianen are great, have a look at his homepage for more.

Pain.

One of the side effects of my medication is .... wait for it .... PAIN! I didn't want this medication but my doctor insisted. I've tried it before and had to stop taking it because of the pain. Still my doctor thinks it's a great idea for me to start taking it again. How it can be a great idea for someone that's already in massive pain to take a medication that giver even more pain... I don't know or understand. It's time for me to look for another doctor me thinks.

My nerves are blowing
Inside of me my skin burns
I sink my toes on the ground
I wanna quit; but I don't wanna enter another place

I'm marked and wounded, the decaying of my thoughts
The rotten smell on my skin
The cold body, thrown and forgotten

-=[Sepultura]=-